Showing posts with label deer in the headlights. Show all posts
Showing posts with label deer in the headlights. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Fear Makes the Wolf Bigger Than He Is 2.0


This, then, is addressed (primarily) to people of faith.  In Christianity, Jesus says quite directly and specifically,

fear not.  

So do angelic messengers.  So does God.

In other traditions, there are exhortations away from fear as well.

God does not fear.  God, as we would understand, can and does, mourn, repent, rejoice, laugh.  But God does not fear.  And God exhorts us not to – fear – but notice what is said and what is not said.

What is not said is that there is nothing to be afraid of.

There are wolves.  

Next to God, they just aren’t all that big.

And that, perhaps, is how the saints among us, ancient and modern, can stand up against their own fears with calm and even with joy – because next to God, a wolf is a small thing indeed.

Or maybe even more accurately, they simply see with a clarity the rest of us lack – the clarity that recognizes the wolf for what he is, but never, ever, ever, for more than what he is.

When I am frozen like a deer in the headlights, I am focused on the object of my fear to the exclusion of all else.  Literally, I can see nothing but that fear.

When, however, I am focused on God, I can see nothing else, including my fears.  And because I do not see them do they evaporate.

I may well be in real danger.

But I do not have to be afraid.

Wolves walk the land – every day.  But they do not, they cannot, dictate my actions, my responses, unless I allow it – unless I stop looking at God and look only at them.

For when I awaken and direct my gaze to my Lord, it turns out that a wolf is just . . . merely . . . only . . . a wolf.

No less.

But no more.




Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Fear Makes the Wolf Bigger Than He Is


Fear makes the wolf bigger than he is.  –German proverb

So today does the news continue . . . !EBOLA! . . . ISIS . . . !EBOLA! . . . Hong Kong . . . !EBOLA! . . . stock market plummets . . . !EBOLA! . . . mid-term elections . . . !EBOLA! . . .

I do not intend to dismiss the very real health concerns raised by ebola.  Nor would I dismiss the very real sorrows and pains of those or their loved ones who have suffered this dread disease.

The point of the German proverb about wolves, however, comes to mind: there actually is a wolf.  And wolves are dangerous.  There’s nothing to be gained, however, by making the wolf bigger than he already is within the confines of our minds.

Heart-freezing fear turns we human beings into our lower, primal selves, where reason and logic do not hold much sway.  And it’s all well and good to suggest that the primal protects us.  But the primal cannot accurately interpret data.  Just ask any deer foolish enough to get ‘caught’ (frozen like a . . .) in the headlights of an oncoming car.  Two steps to the left and the deer is fine.  Standing frozen in place is just a primordial recipe for sure disaster and certain death, because the deer is freezing to blend in with its habitation.  Its primordial self seeks to avoid the predator.  But a car isn’t a predator.  And there is no blending in on the highway.

All over the United States, I suspect, conversations like a recent random bridge-table remark I chanced upon, are happening, where someone will suggest that we quarantine pretty much all of Africa, at least from coming here, with no awareness of irony at all when confronted with the virus-ridden children of the United States and the question of whether Africa should insist on their quarantine as well.

There are wolves.  And they are dangerous.  But most of the time, they aren’t nearly so large as we would make them in the shadow-puppetry of our minds.  And we would do well to remember that and just calm down.

Frightened people are foolish people.  They overreact rather than merely react.  They stand stuck, frozen in place in the face of their oncoming annihilation, when a step or two to the left (or right, lest someone read a political intention into my choice of direction) would make all the difference.  They destroy the thing feared, as if that would destroy the fear.

And fears continue to walk the lands.  And all is not well.  Nor will it be, so long as we continue to allow the wolf to grow into a monster on the wall, forgetting that he is a mere wolf, after all.